I don't know why I bother
I'm always pushed away
Fallen ideals after a long talk
I don't know why I bothered
And I'm not sure you cared
And If I had my way
You'd sit down, listen again
I wish I hadn't bothered
At times you seem so distant
Why I had to tell you?
You seem so bothered
And it hurts inside
Would you still say you cared?
Would you even bothered
To tell me I was a friend
Still said you loved me
I feel like you're bothered
By all of my actions
If feels like you're the one lying
Why'd I even bother?
To tell you that I cared
I feel the need to cry
I wish you'd bother
To even talk with me
To keep on tryin'
And o
Inside me my world is braking,
Because you are now leaving my life.
Without you I cannot stop shaking,
I beg you please don't leave tonight
For when I see you I see beauty,
But your reasons I can't understand.
How can you live your life without me?
God give me all the help that You can!
You cannot leave me in this hour.
If you go then I shall waste away!
I'm sorry I've have made things so sour,
Can you forgive and love me today?
Whatever I've done I am sorry,
Please just give me a chance to be true.
And stay close to me 'til the morning,
I will show how my love lives in you!
Hey there, see me? I guess not. Why? Cause your to caught up in your own self-pity. Cant you see? While you sit there and be upset about your life im sitting there next to you hurting. Im hurting cause you wont let me comfort you. I dont show my hurt like you though. I dont let people comfort me. Why must you just ignore me, all I try and do is help. If I were you I would look around. Other people hurt just as much as you. I hurt to. I hurt not only for you but I hurt because of you.
Can you see this,
see the hurt inside,
I try to help,
but all you do is hide
I hurt you know,
I feel for you,
I know you hurt,
cause I hurt
"living in my depression"
sadness i let get to me
locking me inside
i didnt control what i felt
wasnt something i could hide
depression took over
filled my mind with guilt
an isolated somber soul
for me my depression built
why i am like this
i do not know
even if happiness i feel
only suffering i can show
i didnt realize the life
that i would be leaving behind
when i took those pills
to get away from my mind
i was selfish back then
i want to start over again
live out my dreams
walk along the seams of life
i wanted to have a family
but as i stare at you blankly
i realize the life i could have had
how much i wish i coul