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I don't know why I bother I'm always pushed away Fallen ideals after a long talk I don't know why I bothered And I'm not sure you cared And If I had my way You'd sit down, listen again I wish I hadn't bothered At times you seem so distant Why I had to tell you? You seem so bothered And it hurts inside Would you still say you cared? Would you even bothered To tell me I was a friend Still said you loved me I feel like you're bothered By all of my actions If feels like you're the one lying Why'd I even bother? To tell you that I cared I feel the need to cry I wish you'd bother To even talk with me To keep on tryin' And o

Inside me my world is braking, Because you are now leaving my life. Without you I cannot stop shaking, I beg you please don't leave tonight For when I see you I see beauty, But your reasons I can't understand. How can you live your life without me? God give me all the help that You can! You cannot leave me in this hour. If you go then I shall waste away! I'm sorry I've have made things so sour, Can you forgive and love me today? Whatever I've done I am sorry, Please just give me a chance to be true. And stay close to me 'til the morning, I will show how my love lives in you!

Hey there, see me?  I guess not.  Why?  Cause your to caught up in your own self-pity.  Cant you see?  While you sit there and be upset about your life im sitting there next to you hurting.  Im hurting cause you wont let me comfort you.  I dont show my hurt like you though.  I dont let people comfort me.  Why must you just ignore me, all I try and do is help.  If I were you I would look around.  Other people hurt just as much as you.  I hurt to.  I hurt not only for you but I hurt because of you. Can you see this, see the hurt inside, I try to help, but all you do is hide I hurt you know, I feel for you, I know you hurt, cause I hurt

"living in my depression" sadness i let get to me locking me inside i didnt control what i felt wasnt something i could hide depression took over filled my mind with guilt an isolated somber soul for me my depression built why i am like this i do not know even if happiness i feel only suffering i can show i didnt realize the life that i would be leaving behind when i took those pills to get away from my mind i was selfish back then i want to start over again live out my dreams walk along the seams of life i wanted to have a family but as i stare at you blankly i realize the life i could have had how much i wish i coul